I grew up in a very abusive environment. I became alcoholic at 14. Alcohol was my only friend most of my life. I ordered the package three months ago, and I don’t have any desire for alcohol any more. I got rid of a very abusive relationship that I was deeply codependent on. The Codes healed those two things.
I just lost the desire to drink. It just went away. I use alcohol when I get stressed out, especially in a relationship because I was so co-dependent – codependent on people and dependent on alcohol to help get me through anxiety and stress. That was my habit for all of my life since I was 14. After doing The Healing Codes for a month, I just lost all desire to drink and escape in that way. I used to go out with my girlfriend at work. She invited me out on a particular Saturday night with her. I didn’t even go because I knew that she wanted to drink. I didn’t go because I didn’t want to drink. I just lost the desire.
This person I was codependent on, I had him on a pedestal. I thought that he was so intelligent – he was the most intelligent person I’d ever met in my life.
He was so interesting and so good-looking and so handsome. As I began to use the Codes, and the more I got into the Codes, I saw that he was not really who I thought he was. I began to see him for who he really was. I told him to get out of my life and stay out of my life. That was the first time I had the courage to do that. I feel really good about that. I’m happy about that.